Hates the fact that she can't seem to learn her songs right, no matter how hard she listens to the noteworthy composer. She dislikes the idea of being the only one, lost in the group. Singing the wrong note. She detests that it's impossible for her to learn the songs because she knows, she can do anything through him who gives her strength. Thus, she would march forward and continue trying till it’s ten o’clock. hee hee hee. I hate this. =(

-Still wishes on the moon that one day, she would wake up and find herself, musically more talented.

Vote for the hand campaign!

1. First go to my facebook profile

2. Click like on the " Too Good to share" picture

Lol, I suddenly realised that's all you had to do. heh.

My ache

I'm getting my headaches again. But I'm afraid to tell because I'm no longer suppose to have them. No not anymore. especially since it was a "Tension headache" and my "tension" ended on Tuesday. But it's still here. It hasn't left. And it hurts. But this time it started from the right, and in two seconds my head starts to pound. My eyes feel like they are being pulled from both sides. I scream and cry, but that just makes it worst. I take two pills. It subsides to a pain, I can bare. I fall to my bed, to sleep but a million other things pop to my mind!! "OMG I'm so not ready for interact's meeting!" Feel like a lousy president. So here I am, trying to prepare myself for the meeting.

stressed over nothing,
jun ning

Cheated by you

"I feel my anger flaring from me, tears of unbelief. The “Omg no way!” How could he? Not only did he cheat my trust, he cheated my money. I counted not once but twice and realized he gave me less than I paid. He manipulated me. He did business. Just because I’m sixteen, and young, this does not mean you can cheat me like this. You my dear, will get retribution one day. Mark my words."

*sighs* What a way to start my "holidays". Today, I was dividing my interact name cards and yes. This was when I found out that Joe, cheated me! I ordered four boxes of 100 name cards but only got 376 pieces-24 pieces short. Big deal okay! The world is so cruel now, isn’t it?

Now that exams are over, I somehow just feel so restless and thoughtless. I feel like the energy within me has been cruelly sucked out of me. I feel that blank emotionless feeling. Is this how freedom is suppose to feel like? Clueless and lost? Where’s all the fireworks and screams? Jumps of joy? Tears? The ceremony of throwing all the textbooks away?

Why does it feel like doom has only begun. That the worst has yet to come? Where’s the champagne? The party? The dresses? The boys? This is definitely not what I’ve been waiting for. Or is it? Where’s that tingling sensation and joy in my soul? Where’s the laughter and smile? Where’s the peace? Where’s my holiday!!

Maybe I’m just suffering from an aftershock. That maybe, it will all get better. And that I’ll start smiling and have fun....

Secret Recipe

God+ Studying + 14 panadols + 20 pieces of gum + sleep + headaches + Oprah+ The nanny + kathleen = success

Or so I hope.

Just one more paper, one more day.

Someone shoot me

My head hurts so bad, I wouldn't even flinch if the doctor told me I had brain tumour

"Chee hoee, I hate exams!"
" Ning, do you know how old I am?"
" Err 28?"
" Exactly, and I still have exams."
" omg and that's suppose to motivate me?"
*chuckles to himself and walks away*

Ladies and gentlemen, this is your captain speaking. I have both GOOD news and BAD news. The bad news is that, the week we have been dreading has arrived. But the GOOD news is, boys and girls, it'll go as fast as it came. ( FREEDOM! )

So embrace yourself in the world of exams. Cease the moment. Live it! Because we have approximately 9 MORE DAYS TO GO!!

15 more days to freedom!! woohoo!!

"When I think of you, yes you. I think of a head smashed to pieces"

If only... I could turn back the clock.

you make me smile.